Dammit. That about sums up life right now. I feel horrible because again I made no move on my actual career, where I feel as if I should have. I can’t really put my finger on why I’m afraid, except the vague feeling that not having done anything will ding me in the future. I’m not really sure what to build my life on— If I do more investment I could build it on my own business skills and sweat equity.
At base, I want to learn, and feel that it should be easy to find information. Getting proper credit seems the hard part. especially for someone who has dodged the educational system for so long…
At base, I guess that not taking classes lets my dreams be realized more than my career goals (which I keep presuming I can put off longer.) Ho hum?
Oh well—more time to decide what to do.
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